oh right, i was on iscribble with kaminkuru and we drew some stuff, mostly kuro and his big, purple butt. i drew most of these, but the froslass was a collab! :3
day 15: favorite ice type
froslass my babbu
i have the best froslass except it’s nicknamed SNORUNT and i can’t change it sobbu vov
I love you. I’ve been wanting to write this message for a while now and hell, might as well. I’ve played the words over and over in my head while I was away—I missed you a whole lot and besides thinking about how much everything sucked my head was mainly occupied with thoughts of you. Time for a sappy blog post.
I haven’t drawn as much as I have earlier and I’m a total wreck. The only reason I actually came online today, despite just having arrived from the island of mosquitos and border collies and annoying tourists, was so that I could talk to you. I get really lonely, without the idea that someone wants to talk to me and not out of social rules’ sake.
And I think that that is it, mainly. I love how it’s not really neccesairy to pretend anything with you. You don’t talk to me because that’s the no 1. way to keep friends, you talk to me because you want to. Even if you wouldn’t speak to me, or if either one of us left for a period of time without saying anything, it wouldn’t really damage anything. Because, you know that I love you, nomatter what, I and I know that you love me, nomatter what. And I can deal without the constant confirmation of that because I know it is a fact.
What really breaks down a person, and what really was mostly the trouble with my ex, was the constant doubt. You’re not going to lie awake, crying, if I ever forget to tell you that I love you before I go to bed (in fact, I don’t think you would actually notice when I wouldn’t). I get jealous, too, over things. But it isn’t so bad when I know that no-one could actually take in the spot I occupy in this friendship. It feels really nice, to just be able to assume that someone thinks about you when you’re gone and that someone loves you, unconditionally.
You’re not really the kind of person I should go to when I feel shitty, though. I just get more pissy when you go “I don’t get it”. And I’m not really the kind of person you should ask for advice on things, I have opinions on things that don’t really help anyone, including you. Me being a whiny bitch and you being a whiny bitch doesn’t exactly sound like a great combo, but hey, apparently it is. It works out.
And I love the way you do things. I know a lot of the shit you do is hard and I know a lot of the shit you do is not fun, but sometimes you actually overcome your fears and do fucking amazing shit. I love how you work hard at drawing, too. I know it’s tough, when you’re trying to improve and striving for something. But you don’t give up that easily. It’s kind of like, I have become my Big Sister, and you me.
Well, basically, I love you.
Also Shakkadump! because the purple of the page before it went through the page i had to do something with the purple spots on shakka’s bosom hence the bruises also i test my pencils in the corners of my pages its what i do also shakkazombie crossplaying froslass because froslass is the cutest pokémon